I think I got everything I wanted out of life. I can’t think of anything else I want. Does that mean my life is over?
Hahaha. I somehow doubt it. What I should figure out is, what it is that I really want out of life. The funny thing about that is that you need to live life in order to find out what you want.
School’s getting monotonous and ditching class is losing it’s appeal. Music is a hobby not a lifestyle for me and I honestly don’t know where I am going with the rest of my life or if I will ever get the drive to become a doctor like I plan on being.
I should probably devote my life to making a difference in the world in an effort to make it a better place.
This is an old song by Lupe that was on one of his mixtapes. The songs on his mixtapes are pretty legit. I particularly like the beginning of the song that goes as follows:
Lu Myself, first of all accuse myself, for bein a fool.. all attempts to school myself have failed to improve means to remove myself from this pool of sharks dark as the mood I felt… Im loosin fuel, its all the food I refused myself thats how you do (how we do) when you do yourself And if I lose, I can never excuse myself til I grow old, sit back and accrued my wealth..
I hate it when my internet sucks so bad that it logs me off of AIM. Then the people I am conversing with are like, “What’s his problem?” or “Man he’s so rude, like forreal”. My internet sucks so bad that I can’t even load videos on the YouTube or even load regular pages. So frustrating. Oh well I just gotta bear with it for a while. I’m sure I’ll get better internet at Irvine, that is, if I don’t fail tomorrow’s test and consequently end up failing the course. It all comes down to tomorrow. :)
I just hate it when I get a crazy burn/scrape thingy on my foot and I wear a sock all day just to find at the end of the day that my foot has become one with my sock. My foot tried healing the wound and decided to accept my sock as part of the foot. I just ripped the sock off of my foot and there’s like a thin layer of skin attached to my sock. Ouch and gross. I should prob wear a band-aid or something…
Just thought I should let the world know about my grossness.